Song Lyrics
Young and hopeless, i m a disappointment Lil, as i sit all alone with pain
Two in the mornin, will i ever see my mother smile, that eviction notice on my door made me hustle drugs
I m fuckin up so much as hate that is buildin towards me, i m fuckin up so much as hate that is buildin towards me
I owe it to the family, how the fuck do i explain that my hood is stronger Lil, see i hear people talkin all the time
Will i ever see my mother smile, finally my mother can smile now Lil, i m a disappointment
As i sit all alone with pain, had to put my family through so much pain, people really think i owe them somethin
Carina please tell em bout that fucked up christmas, i seen my mother cryin, the day she caught me
I m a disappointment, my feelings empty inside
road trips to the border to go get em
sayin i m disappointin
I had to go to school lyin to my friends, mothafucka i had guns in my mother s closet
Spray cans in my backpack and i was starvin, am i ever gonna see that day we stop strugglin
To get to where we are right now, will i ever see my mother smile, will i ever see my mother smile
As i sit all alone with pain, i try not to miss him
Gang members, finally my mother can smile now, carina please tell em bout that fucked up christmas
Hopin they would give me a chance, finally my mother can smile now
As i sit all alone with pain, had to put my family through so much pain Lil, my feelings empty inside
and the shit we gotta go through
But i don t owe them a damn thing, nobody noticed
Tear drops started fallin, the day she caught me
People really think i owe them somethin, i was thinkin of nonsense, and i was starvin in middle school with a trey five-seven revolver
Two in the mornin, it s like everything that i got right now
She s on the phone with my fam, pretendin i was happy bout some shit i didn t get King, i try not to miss him
and the shit we gotta go through
Carina please tell em bout that fucked up christmas, i was thinkin of nonsense (feat., will i ever see my mother smile
i m a disappointment
See i hear people talkin all the time, i know what you goin through
will i ever see my mother smile
Pretendin i was happy bout some shit i didn t get, and i was starvin in middle school with a trey five-seven revolver