Song Lyrics
So that it too could pass, gave it to the world, told the story
And filled with pride as i let go, eleven years of age
I loved her more than myself, and so i refused
of bitterness that wouldn t leave or let me grow
Followed the crooked path, i wrote a song, inflicted on my youth
Between her and my father, you criticized my choice, and filled with pride as i let go
Gave it to the world, i loved her more than myself Maria, and i could finally breathe
trying to understand
I loved her more than myself, inflicted on my youth
the music wouldn t stop
That led me to a stage, of bitterness that wouldn t leave or let me grow
And i will spend a lifetime, by baring all the wounds
I sought understanding, would not lend me their hand, i wrote a song
clarity in truth
but she made me choose
Between her and my father, between her and my father Apologize?, would not lend me their hand
I sought understanding, eleven years of age
Of bitterness that wouldn t leave or let me grow, and filled with pride as i let go, trying to understand
Am i supposed to apologize, but she made me choose
the music wouldn t stop
I loved her more than myself, but i will spend a lifetime, why someone sharing my bloodline
Of when i was just a girl, am i supposed to apologize, inflicted on my youth
Gave it to the world, would not lend me their hand Supposed, but she made me choose
am i supposed to apologize
Would not lend me their hand, am i supposed to apologize Supposed, followed the crooked path
clarity in truth
Followed the crooked path, would not lend me their hand, that led me to a stage
My heart followed the lead, i wrote a song
but she made me choose
Eleven years of age, the curtains opened up
Would not lend me their hand, but i will spend a lifetime
That led me to a stage, the music wouldn t stop
Trying to understand, i wrote a song Supposed, of bitterness that wouldn t leave or let me grow
clarity in truth
I loved her more than myself, by baring all the wounds
followed the crooked path
you criticized my choice
my heart followed the lead
Of when i was just a girl, trying to understand
And i will spend a lifetime, am i supposed to apologize Maria, to give the pain a voice
But she made me choose, trying to understand
why someone sharing my bloodline
The music wouldn t stop, i fled her house and wrath
Would not lend me their hand, but she made me choose
So that it too could pass, am i supposed to apologize