I really enjoy being by myself...not sure if my love for solitude is an adaptation to my life events or if I was born with it, but either way I think it's great that I dont feel like I need to be surrounded by people to be content. Then again, maybe its just an adaptation and almost a defense mechanism to prevent myself from getting anxious or hurt. I do enjoy a small social get together every once in a while, and when I'm feeling daring and adventurous I want to go to wild parties and crowded festivals. Other than that I really like the idea of being by myself, grabbing a coffee or on a long ride. Maybe because I like to observe more than I like to interact. No one cares, I just felt the urge to comment this. If you're reading this have a beautiful day. ♡
I have love Billie since I was 13 at one of the lowest points of my life. It was like she put a voice to my pain. I much older now and Billie is still my favorite singer.
"I sit in my chair
Filled with despair
There's no one
Could be so sad
With gloom everywhere
I sit and I stare
I know that I'll soon go mad"
oh Billie, I wish I could have a drink with you..
In my solitude
You haunt me
With dreadful ease
Of days gone by
In my solitude
You taunt me
With memories
That never die
I sit in my chair
And filled with despair
There's no one could be so sad
With gloom everywhere
I sit and I stare
I know that I'll soon go mad
In my solitude
I'm afraid
Dear Lord above
Send back my love
I sit in my chair
Filled with despair
There's no one
Could be so sad
With gloom everywhere
I sit and I stare
I know that I'll soon go mad
In my solitude
I'm afraid
Dear Lord above
Send me back my love
Many will contest my following posts. But that doesn't matter. So here goes anyway. Are you ready? Billie Holiday and France's Edith Piaf were separated at birth, one remaining in France, the other coming to the US. But both expressing an inner turmoil in song and voice. If Holiday reveals this sorrow in "Solitude," then so does Piaf in "Et Pourtant," Now that I think about it, throw in Marlene Dietrich in the enchanting "Falling in love again," which expresses a sorrow equally in both her native German and adopted English. All of God's chilluns knows pain!
This why the world is in a horrible state. Music like this no longer present. Everything is about being feelingless, unsadness, funning life away. But the opposite happens. This music was therapy. I’m just rambling tho